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| im blessed |
| 12.16.03 (5:16 pm) [edit] |
i am truly blessed to be able to have such a wonderful and perfect girlfriend as ashley. ^.^ my life rocks!
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| sick... |
| 12.16.03 (5:07 pm) [edit] |
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god one thing i hate bout wintertime... everyone gets sick including me. lol. well not that u guys care but i had to tell someone
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| War on Iraq.... pointless??? |
| 12.14.03 (9:18 am) [edit] |
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SADDAM WAS CAPTURED!!!! W00T W00T FUCK ALL OF YOU HIPPY ASS LIBERALS WHO DISSED BUSH! WH333333333!!!
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| truly happy |
| 12.11.03 (3:17 pm) [edit] |
truly happy
your face is hot,
from the shining sun,
but you could care less,
you freel relieved,
the heavy rock off of your shoulders,
you feel content,
like after a hard days work,
and the product from it,
every thing seems,
a little bit brighter,
kind of like a movie,
you start to notice the better sides of people,
and discard the bad,
you feel like a person,
you feel so free you could run forever,
all you want to do is shout with joy,
and smile and laugh all day long,
these are all signs,
of being truly happy,
since the day i met you,
at the intersection in front of our school,
i have been truly happy,
even if its not showing,
i am always smiling,
every moment,
i think about,
how lucky i am that your mine,
i always thought that god gave me a crappy life,
now i relize,
he had to balance things out,
because to be able to be with someone so perfect,
he had to give me a depressing beginning,
your worth all the crap i have been through,
you are my light that comes through the darkness,
you are the source of my happiness.
I love u ashley
original poem by josh montoya.
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| better person |
| 12.08.03 (8:23 pm) [edit] |
better person
i used to be,
a not such a good person,
some one who would tell a white lie,
to save his back,
i wasnt trust worthy,
untill i met you,
you have slowly turned me into a person who doesnt lie,
who tells the truth,
even if it hurts myself in the end,
the problem with me getting better is,
my lies are comming out,
they are hurting me,
because they are hurting you,
and others,
but i have to tell them,
because im not the person i used to be,
i love you more than the world will know,
i hope you understand that.
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| picture perfect |
| 12.08.03 (7:18 pm) [edit] |
picture perfect
a wooden frame,
it holds a picture,
a picture of you and me,
they say a picture,
is worth a thousand words,
i dont believe that,
just by looking at the picture,
it reminds me about how much i love you,
why i love you,
that right there,
is at least 10,000,
then i think about our times,
the times we spend together,
the times we are apart,
every one of those moments,
i wish you were there,
every moment i think of you my world brightens,
a boring face,
turns into a face with a smile,
my smile lasts all day,
just from thinking of you,
my mind has infinite space,
for dreaming of you,
for thinkin of you,
for longing to touch your face,
to see your smile,
to think about how lucky I am,
to be with you,
you are my number one priority,
your my bestfriend,
and my girlfriend,
without you i wouldnt be who i am today,
if you were wondering,
i love how i am today,
i woudlnt change a thing,
because with you,
my life is picture perfect.
I love you Ashley
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| only elementamsk8a users |
| 12.07.03 (2:09 pm) [edit] |
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i made it so only my friends can read my blog... too many people have been stealing my poems
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| the way she loves me |
| 12.04.03 (6:25 pm) [edit] |
the way she loves me
she looks into my eyes,
you cant help but to get lost in them,
you can see her love,
the way she treats me,
affectionate and flirty,
the love is obvious,
the way she says "i love you" is so sincere,
you cant help blushing from the happieness,
even after hearing it everyday,
those 3 words make your day perfect,
those words never get old,
like juicyfruit gum ^.^,
every time i see her i want to tell her the same,
every time i see,
think,
or dream about her,
i think about how much love i have,
this world is perfect,
as long as your looking at it right beside me.
i love you ashley!
Original Poem by Josh Montoya!
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| my forever |
| 12.03.03 (8:50 pm) [edit] |
my forever
some things in life are just temporary,
little things that dont make much of an impact,
things that might seem bad,
or good,
for mere moments,
most times you dont remember them,
sometimes you do,
some things in life are permanent,
or forever,
something so instilled in your brain,
you cant think of yourself without it,
without the dream,
that memory,
that piece of you,
things like this,
you call,
my forever,
you are my forever,
no matter what happens in our future,
everything we have been through is so part of me,
i cant see myself without you,
i cant see me being myself,
without our memories,
my dreams of us,
living together,
all of those dreams,
happy.
i love you ashley cass
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| my heart |
| 12.02.03 (7:13 pm) [edit] |
my heart is yours for the taking,
take it,
with you i feel complete,
theres nothing i could ask for,
you are my one and only love,
the one i dream about,
the one i want to spend forever with,
my heart is yours for the taking,
hold it,
cherish it,
please say you love it?
when i met you,
that day i knew god gave me a great gift,
you are more than i could have imagined,
more than i could have dreamed of,
his imagination was greater than mine,
but im glad,
finding you is the best thing,
that has ever happened to me.
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| place in my heart |
| 12.01.03 (6:45 pm) [edit] |
place in my heart
everyone has a place in my heart,
somewhere i can come to think,
to remember memories,
of you,
friends,
family,
my love,
all of you have,
a special place,
just for you,
because,
you have all made some kind of impact,
on my life,
for better,
or for worse,
i will always remember,
even if i dont get the time to say it,
i appriciate you,
for being there for me,
for being my friend,
for accepting me for who i am,
because of you i am a better person,
some of you have been through alot with me,
some little,
it still gets stored,
in your special spot,
i hope i have a special spot in your heart too,
as i look around these places,
in my heart,
one stands out the most,
the one spot for ashley,
my best friend,
my girlfriend,
my missing piece,
every moment we spend together,
is special,
it is stored in this spot,
forever,
in the little time i have known you,
you have made the biggest impact on my life,
out of anyone,
anything,
you have cleared the path of darkness,
you showed me the light,
of love.
I love you ashley cass
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| quiz |
| 12.01.03 (5:54 pm) [edit] |
stolen from mish!
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
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| the light.... |
| 12.01.03 (4:02 pm) [edit] |
the light
before you the world was a blurr,
i couldnt see,
my life was a rolling fog cloud,
dark,
cold,
aimlessly wandering,
untill you came into my life,
suddenly the clouds parted,
light broke through,
ripping the dark,
sullen,
rainclouds apart,
i was a rolling fog cloud,
now,
i am me,
i can finally see,
my life has meaning,
has sence,
i am no longer wandering,
i am following myself,
i can finally live,
all because of you,
i am thankfull i can live every day of my life to the fullest,
with your hand in mine.
I love you ashley
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| expressions |
| 11.30.03 (10:58 pm) [edit] |
expressions
were made for each other,
your the one for me,
i couldnt see myself with anyone else,
all of these,
seemed,
pointless,
meaning less,
common sayings,
expressions,
untill i met you,
when i met you,
these "expressions",
came to life,
the jumped out at me,
they scared me,
and filled me with wonders,
and curiousity,
suddenly "we're made for each other",
transformed,
into,
a feeling,
a part of me,
a feeling that i am not complete,
without you,
that your the one i want to spend my life with,
this meaingless saying,
became a part of me,
something,
i caught myself saying,
looking into your eyes,
being more sincere,
than ever.
I love you ashley
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| uneasy |
| 11.30.03 (6:06 pm) [edit] |
uneasy
i wish you here to talk to me,
to make me feel better,
the pain hurts me,
it makes me weak,
it makes me chill,
i want to talk to you,
to see how you feel,
you are the only thing,
that makes me feel better,
i am going through so much shit,
you get me through it,
i suffer,
the pain is hard to stand,
i dont know what to do,
your the most important thing in my world,
my suffering brings me to tears,
i want to be free of this torture!,
i want to live,
without you i dont know where i'd be,
your the best thing,
that has ever happened to me,
i love u ashley
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| makes me smile |
| 11.30.03 (12:48 pm) [edit] |
makes me smile
theres something about you,
that makes me smile,
whenever i see you,
it makes me smile,
whenever i think about you,
it makes me smile,
every time i think about how much i love you,
every time i dream about our future,
every day i relize how lucky i am,
it makes me smile,
my smile lasts all day,
even if im not showing it,
some times i sit and think,
how lucky i am to be with you,
how lucky i am that your mine,
how much i would give anything in the world,
to be with u forever,
only then,
would i have an endless smile.
i love you ashley cass
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| good life |
| 11.26.03 (5:11 pm) [edit] |
good life
as i lay back in my chair,
i think of how blessed i am,
i think of how my life will be when im older,
this little voice inside of me,
hums with joy,
my heart warm,
my pride high,
but not cocky,
my life pretty good,
some shitty things happen,
but thats life,
some awsome things happen,
but thats life,
some days are so boring you wished they never happened,
but thats life,
every kind of day,
no matter good or bad,
is part of life,
it is part of growing up,
finding your true self,
or even your true love,
the person you wish to spend every day with,
they are THE ONE,
every day i spend with you is a perfect day,
it evens out all of my shitty days,
so i am a teenager,
with a good life,
and im happy,
as long as im with you.
I love you ashley
Original poem by Josh Montoya
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| comments... |
| 11.23.03 (10:13 pm) [edit] |
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eh. i dont know how good im doing or not. people never comment. if you read my poems can you please take 10 seconds to comment. just so i know how good or shitty im doing? i really appriciate it if you do that.
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| the goodtimes... and the bad |
| 11.23.03 (10:09 pm) [edit] |
the goodtimes.... and the bad
the bad times happen at any given moment,
they sting,
they burn,
at your flesh,
the smell of your own burning skin sickens you,
it haunts you,
your dreams,
are tranformed into raging nightmares,
puddles of blood,
and pools of death,
your wound slowly heals,
but it always leaves a scar,
or....
a memory,
the good times come at expected,
and unexpected times,
they make you happy,
they make you laugh,
all you can do is smile,
untill you look at that scar,
your eyes fill with tears,
remembering those bad times,
remembering the pain,
the suffering,
the wanting to die,
the wanting to end it all with a piece of metal,
called a bullet,
your whipe off your eyes and sit,
you think,
think about the good times instead of the bad,
no matter how hard,
how painfull,
how much you want to end it all,
the good times are worth everything in the world,
even if your having a shitty day,
an awsome week is just around the corner,
waiting to make you laugh,
itching to see you smile,
make you happy,
every moment i spend with you is a good moment,
those good moments turn into good days,
those good days turn into good weeks,
i get so exstatic i shake,
but its good,
because im happy,
i love being with you.
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!@ ^.^
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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| my prayer |
| 11.22.03 (5:36 pm) [edit] |
my prayer
dear god i pray to you,
that my dream will come true,
my dream is about a girl,
the most important girl in this cruel world,
she is the one that i love,
i think you've seen that from above,
i love her with every bit of my heart,
my soul,
one day i wish to call her mine,
the one im with for all of time,
god will you grant me this one wish?,
that she is the only one i kiss,
that she is the one that i grow old with,
the one that i have kids with,
the one that when i look into her eyes every day,
it makes me want to pray,
to love her fully without a doubt,
to walk down the aisles with her in my mind,
to watch in awe as she walks down those same aisles as i,
to look into her eyes and say "i do",
i forever want to be with you,
i love you ashley ann cass.
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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| fuck this. |
| 11.21.03 (4:26 pm) [edit] |
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fuck this. im not writing anymore. people are stealing my poems and not fucking giving me credit. i cant believe people are such jerks!
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| pass the time |
| 11.20.03 (9:35 pm) [edit] |
pass the time
i lay in bed trying to sleep,
but only being able to dream of you,
the sound of you voice,
the love in your touch,
the beauty in you smile,
i lay in my bed as my eyes shut,
dreams of you run around,
they run wild inside my head,
untill i wake up,
even then im still dreaming of you,
every thing about you puts me in awe,
every dream that crosses my mind,
is full of memories of you,
or thoughts from out future,
all these dreams seem to put a smile on my face,
all my dreams are about you,
out of all my thoughts throughout the day,
my favorites are my dreams,
of me and you.
i love u ashley cass
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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| crying |
| 11.20.03 (6:46 pm) [edit] |
crying
i sit here shaking,
my heart ripping inside,
my whole world is a shitfull of lies,
i cant get up without shit thrown at me,
i cant take it,
i need to clear my head,
people accusing me,
he does this,
he says that,
i need to stand up and say,
shut the fuck up,
i wanna die,
im crying inside,
why cant we all just get along,
i feel like staying here,
i feel like falling asleep and not waking up,
untill i can see through the mist of hate,
i want to live my life without this shit,
i cant handle it,
even though this shit is bad,
ashley is so worth it.
hey guys. im going through probs with ashleys friends and some days i just wish that they were guys so i could kick the shit out of them. well l8er guys. i love u ashley
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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| strong |
| 11.18.03 (6:56 pm) [edit] |
strong
i have the strength,
to get through this shit,
i wont break,
i see the light at the end of the tunnel,
the tunnel out of hell,
i must escape this torture,
i must run free,
i will run,
and not stop running,
untill i have reached the homeland,
not untill then will the weight be lifted off my shoulders,
the pain on my face still stings,
it bites at me,
ripping my flesh apart,
i stand alone,
in my desolate room,
a single tear rolling down my cheek,
the surroundings without me seem to expand,
seem to become neverending,
this room soon turns into hell,
maybe its just my mind playing games,
making my house,
the battle in my mind,
the death hate and greed,
brewing in my heart,
i must have the strength to fight this,
to stand up once again,
after being pushed over,
i am strong enough,
i know this,
i must never lose hope,
freedom is comming,
just around the corner.
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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| dreamz |
| 11.17.03 (9:36 pm) [edit] |
dreamz
the thoughts of you still fresh in my mind,
they race around my head,
they scream at me,
i try to think,
i try to talk,
but i cant,
all i can do is smile,
this is all i can do,
after i wake up from dreaming of u.
Original Poem by Josh Montoya
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